Dido - White Flag

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
Or tell you that
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

But I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and destruction
To come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble, I understand if you
Can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
Then I'm sure that that makes sense

But I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet, which I'm sure we will
All that was there will be there still
I'll let it pass and hold my tongue
And you will think that I've moved on

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love, and always will be

Getting Started

My Life has always been complicated, I've had a rough childhood and my teenage years weren't much better. I feel these life experiences have helped me become who I am today. I am determined, hardworking, independent and strong minded.

I am a single mother, to a 4yr old. He is smart, curious and very persistent. I do my best to give him the love and support i never had. I want to give him the best life with tons of opportunities, yet I want him to be responsible and be a well rounded person with good qualities.

I don't have a huge support system, I have a sister who lives 1500 miles away and a few close friends whom I trust, other than that its just me. I've started this Blog as a place for me to express myself. A place to vent and get my thoughts out, I'm hoping it works as a sort of therapy for myself.